I find it hard to believe that you are emo. Like I said, if you are going through hard times, the Lord will always be there for you when no one else is. You can go to Him in the middle of the night, and He will still be there. He promised us that He would never leave us nor forsake us.
If you would like to talk and discuss this more privately, feel free to PM me, I would be glad to help in any way possible.