I'm Really Sad. Forget how sad I was before this. Seriously.. this is x200 worse. Even more.
On June 16th, My cute little hamster was sleeping so peacefully in the corner of his tank and then.. *. Heres what happened: I was trying to fix a plastic crawling tube that was broken.. I lost grip of the tube, it slid really forcefully and crashd into my hamster. He was in lots of pain. His eye was bleeding. I was crying so much.. I never stopped crying. Bijou wouldn't eat, or drink so he was getting weaker, and weaker. He was also loosing a lot of weight. He was freezing too, no matter how much I warmed him up. I let him sleep on a warm water bottle (the ones that are soft and they aren't like normal water bottles, they are like rubber if you know what I mean) With a few cloths over him. He was still freezing. I held him up to me to keep him warmer because of my body heat.. well nothing worked. I tried and tried to keep him alive and healthy.. but nothing would work. My mom refused to take him to the vet clinic.. I really wish she would have. I really do. Days and days passed. Everyday after school I would be so scared to come home because he may have gotten worse and.. you know. The eighth day.. I came home from school.. and I cried and cried.. he was laying there lifeless.. cold, and.. dead. I cry every night. I am so sad. I will never have another hamster like him. He will always be in my heart.
R.I.P BIJOU
JUNE 24TH 2009
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.. I LOVE YOU
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REST IN PEACE BIJOU♥
You werent just a hamster you were a loving friend to me
thanks for making me happy when I wasvery sad,thanks for always being a sweet,gentle hamster while you were alive.I wish I wasn't the cause of your death.It wasn't supposed to end like this.. I'm sorry bijou.you never deserved to die, I do. Im sorry bijou!you will always be in my heart,hopefully one day soon I can have you back when I am gone to.I ♥ you bijou.you are my little angel,and you always were